ramblings.

it's friday and i'm rambling because it's all i have left. if you want a better post you're on the wrong blog today!

i love our new home. i know we'll be here for several years (as many years as we can be) and i love that feeling.

the moment we moved in it felt like home. granted, we have no furniture and we have a lot to do but i already feel like this is my home. it's not just a place i'm renting. it's cozy and lived in.

i've been so busy recovering from a personal loss and from all that comes with packing up all of our belongings and moving them somewhere else that i haven't had time to write out any of my thoughts.

i haven't had time to even think about taking pictures. i want to, but i just haven't. i think it's a good practice for me so i'm going to keep trying but i'm not going to hold myself to something.

i've been too busy figuring out where we're going to buy a couch from.

i've been wondering when we'll get a kitchen table so i can stop eating dinner from the couch.

i've been wondering if i'll ever have a baby.

i've been wondering why it's been so difficult for me so far in this baby journey.

i'd like one life event to go off without a hitch.

i'm thinking i need to stop having a pity party for myself and get a grip. maybe i will have a baby, or maybe i'll just have a dog. i need to start thinking about the reality of the situation and stop being so whiny. it's time to start thinking of what the future could look like. (it's not like i've given up hope, people. but i'm a realist.)

i'm thinking that i have no excuse not to put my creative energy to work. i need to start doing some stuff now that i have a lovely home and space to work!

more thoughts to come and maybe even a picture or two if i'm feeling generous.